It doesn't sound life threatening, but a lack of concern can be extremely dangerous. I know what changes I need to make in my life to reach that comfortable level of satisfaction and acceptance. It's not that I'm clueless about what I have to do. Rather, it's my inability to grasp any compelling reason for me to make these modifications. Much of the time, I make decisions based on how they'll affect others. In no way am I proclaiming to be a selfless human being, but I do greatly consider how my actions will affect people around me when I make any decision. Right now I am living a life many (especially my closest friends) may not approve of wholeheartedly. But no matter how persistently they urge me to make changes in my life for "my own good," my decisions are ultimately all up to me to make. And I have to decide to do things differently for my own sake. I have to be completely selfish for a moment and think only about my desire to change certain things that may act as self-deprecating in my life. Without a doubt I have to find reasons to make changes to myself for me.
I'm on a search to discover these reasons.
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